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ElCycoNyQuil
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Name: Marvin
Birthday: 7/7/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Vegetarianism, Straight Edge, Working Out, Weight Lifting, Judge, Youth of Today, Black Uniforms, Dead Kennedys, Reversal of Man, Neil Perry, Orchid, Pg. 99, Ratos De Porao, Discharge, Wrecking Crew, The Exploited, AFI, The Offspring, Blood For Blood, Death Before Dishonor, 100 Demons, Terror, First Blood, CDC, Bury Your Dead, Champion, Carry On, Blink 182, Man Is The Bastard, Charles Bronson, Infest...
Expertise: lifting weights duh!!
Occupation: Military
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Pilot Gumby9
Member Since:
1/27/2004
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| Xanga sucks donkey dick.....
I'm in love with the greatest girl ever, she's the best, she makes my days and nights, when I'm with her she's all i think about and care about, I honestly do love her, and nothing I've told her is bullshit :]
I'm gonna keep her<3333
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| wow. xanga's for stupid fucks. and no one logs on this shit. well I'm back with I guess some updates.
I dunno if I alrady stated this in this shit, but I've chosen to be straight edge, not for a fuckign trend, but because I've had a bunch of shit happen around me that i really don't want to be a part of anymore. it's not that I can't "handle a beer and will grow out of it soon" and it's not because I'm a "law abiding citizen". I've just decided that it's the best choice and it's a form of discipline I can really agree with. It really bothered a lot of people who met me a stupid ass drunkard at first, but then at the end they were really cool with it. This experience has really opened my eyes and I've seen what shit out there does to people.
I really feel like I'm fading apart from someone. it really sucks a lot. I used to be able to talk to them about anything and everything, but now I rarely get an answer back. and it really fucking sucks. my mouth is fucking trembling as I'm writing this. sure I may be a fucking "hard ass" or a fucking "tuff guy" now, but what the fuck's wrong with crying? I'm a fucking human not a god damn machine. Oh well however things turn out, this person will always have a place in my heart and I will always be there for them, I've changed so much since I've met them and I really feel it's for the better. They've given me so much good advice, and I've tried to help out when I can, but I guess more recently this shits' really been fading away, it sucks, it really does, They probably think I don't give a flying fuck anymore, but I really do, oh well stuff happens I guess I just wish I didn't have to be this way.
I think I have a tendency to fall for people really easily, It fucking sucks and I hate it.
I especially hate it when I know shit's not going to workout, yet I still fucking insist and lie to myself.
I liked this girl for about 2 fucking years. And then we got really close, but then I saw who she really was and I decided to leave it be, shit's happened one too many times.
whatever. I have music. I have friends. I'm loyal and I'm there for them in their time of need as they are in mine.
Yesterday some shit could've gone down and I was there to back my best friend up. I'm glad nothing happened and shit was straightened out, fuck rumors, some bitches are going to die. that's all I know
well. that's life as of now, I'll probably update when I'm bored as fuckless as I am today.
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| wow. I owe my soul to the company store.
it's. wipe. bag. box. tape. stack. secure. take out. repeat.
bleh. fuck it
I'm feeling pretty blue right now
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it's my friend's birthday. and I didn't feel like this on my birthday. when I had a bit more shit planned out, but I guess it's cos I told someone that we should hang out. and then they planned something. that involved alcohol and shit and my friend said "he'll probably be bored" and they insisted that I should still be invited to it, but I guess it didn't happen. bleh...howcome there's people that are easily missed?
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| I've become what I hated the most.
in the great words of I Got Shot In The Face
FUCK LIFE!
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| no one reads these. interesting, boredom brought me here.
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